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they broke and entered and raped and beat and killed my dog... cali west r.i.p. angel princess baby girl beauty girl

It's been a long time. Since the raid and the lack of justice... 

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Things are happening. People think that they're in the know or doing investigations but don't bother to consider if they're being watched. It's been years. They stole the last decade of my life at least... I should have a family by now. I should have a husband and kids and other pets and friends and a life like my old life but better. 

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No, they won't let that happen. People underestimate how many people are jealous of me and for how long and at what level and why etc. They just want to be racist and abusive. They're all the same. They all sound like a rapists, racists, gays, criminals, and prostitutes. That's what they are... They all accuse as if they can say anything.

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They also want to force the gay agenda. They homosexual agenda is a political and racial thing where the gay rapists target people and make them be gay and rape them for money. I don't support that at all. That all disgusts me, and I have high standards for myself and have had my life in cities domestic and foreign. They can't relate. They're all just predators and usually ghetto or country - all the same, desperate and destitute. They'll do anything for attention, money, and drama. Anything to discract them from the truth... They are also notorious homewreckers and thieves that spread diseases and want to be the opposite sex because they are mentally ill or confused and they want to be the partner of their target. They are predators, not victims. They are liars. Dramatic. Emotional. Disproportionate. Selfish. Blames. Changes tones like a baby prostitute etc.. Then they'll go after the parents and old ones for money and will fuck and do whatever, because they're trash and gross. 

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Cali - California West. The last 6 years have all been out of my hands. There was hijacking and takeovers and all of the mistakes - nothing has gone right. It's all incorrect. So what do the boomers leave for us, what's their legacy, they leave us with billions, trillions in national debt, hoard all of the wealth, steal our money, futures, inheritances, lives, data, etc. What's the point of them being alive. 

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They have stolen from me. They have lied. They have attacked. They have gangstalked. They have raped. They have raided. They have attempted and tried to entrap, frame, and set-up. I am a victim and a target and a survivor and an important person and an earth angel and an asceded master and the aliens came here - they followed me here, like the ghosts. There were already ghosts there, but spirits of the death always follow me or I collect them as I go through life from place to place. If you weren't blind, you'd realize that there's only one of me, and I don't care about you or want you. You are all violent, vile, perverts, pedos, racists, sexists, ageists, thieves, abusive, liars, cowards, hypocrites, criminals, violent, aggressive, ugly, incompetent, inaccurate, unfair, and unattractive. 

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I put a ton of pressure of myself to have everything figured out by 30. I had it all planned in my mind and on paper and in my heart. They all attacked me. They all stole from me. They all lied about me to strangers. They are all weirdly rapey and awkwardly make everything sexual when they're disgusting and retarded. 

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From 2015-2026, the government has been stalking, interfering, and sabotaging me as they abuse and destroy and invade my life, privacy, and future. They are disgusting and evil - out there and in here. You give what you get, they say. That hasn't been the case for me, whatsoever. Internationally adopted and educated yet American asf but still rich asian because everyone looks and wants at me. I wish I had a me... 

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It's really unfair - I don't even want them. I don't take anything from them. I don't use them. 

Ever thought about it that WAY?

Clearly - devoid of jealousy, a.k.a. objectively. 

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If only they could imagine, they'd never envy. They'd realize how stupid and disgusting they are. Maybe that's why they're so willfully ignorant and blatantly feign naivety. They live in a culture and mindset of denial. Web of lies. 

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Cali was a good girl and a bad girl and a handful and a cute and etc. and so on. 

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A lot of people were bad to her. I was the best to her out of everyone. I don't think that everyone has enough wisdom to make life decisions or to heal or to coach. If you have it or are enough, you would've been isolated by now for years. It's weird to be the only one that's different. Sure, those all try to be interesting, to be ... different on purpose ... to be something ... that gets attention ... any ... type ... of ... validation ... and/or .... praise. It's easy to control narcissists and abused men. It's all attention-based. Unfortunately, I'm not evil, or else I would've benefited by now... Be logical.

So if you withhold attention, that does what... And if you give attention... that does what... Psychology is pretty easy after you've been abused in every witch way under the sun and moon on the four corners of Earth. You just reverse engineer every form of torture that was personally gifted to you so that you have the answers and make yourself have a good attitude so that you have to expend more energy and effort to be the bigger person, because small people are always tall. The taller the man, the smaller and softer a tiny puppy in his heart lives and only a woman like me can kill it or let it live. 

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Are you not entertained? 

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Did you forget about me? 

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Did you not fall in love? 

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Did I not control your heartbeat when I allowed you in my cosmos? 

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You

​You're welcome. 

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It was my pleasure.

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When I got Cali, I was with Kyle. She went to him, because she was racist. She was beaten and raped and abused and wouldn't come out of the double wide, like K-Stew. I don't know what I did to deserve all that, but I definitely didn't. The racial hate crimes are inexcusable. I am not abductable. You are rapists, pedos, murderers, liars, mentally ill criminals, addicts, racists, sexists, ageists, and miserable stalkers that hate themselves and your lives. That sounds like failure and misery - does it not... Every crime they have committed to and against me and not for me will be something that you will have deal with and accept consequences and pay for, because this is real life, and I am a person - someone, important - at that. 

Things could've gone worse - I could've married a gay, not the right one, and been trafficked and raped and sold and pimped and abandoned and knocked up and abused by it's father or stepfather or who knows what else. Could've ended up in Ecuador or Sweden or Humboldt. Lauren Humboldt, like that black author lady that died from cancer tap water who wrote that book about the world - like the future, but now. Octavia Butler. 

Murderers say things like - she should be dead. 

I disagree. 

I think you ought be dead. 

Victim. Elite. Survivor. 

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If they say, "c'mon, this is bad..." in British... how does that make you feel?